gathering

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

today juz went n met wif some old frens from form 6 at a coffee shop near Bukit Tinggi... after 2 or 3 hours of chit chatting... i realised dat even though 2 years of same class wif them.. i dun actually noe them well..
i dunoe wat they normally talk bout..
wat slang they use..(hokkien..mandarin..cantonese...english..)
i dun even noe which gang they normally hang wif.. (swt.. am i so ignorant??)

addon: when i say them.. i mean some of da clssmate.. not all.. nid to made dis clear coz sked later kena bomb by some of my fren..

i think dat all dis is due to my own personality gua.. remembering 2 years ago.. i rarely talk to other ppl except da same gang frm my secondary school(la salle).. not any special reason.. juz bcoz i abit shy lo.. (now thinking b.. reli funny... haha)

den 2 years had passed by.. n we went to new places n met new frens.. in uni.. i get to improve my skill to conversate wif other ppl.. not bcoz i wanted to.. but bcoz i was force to..(no more la sallian to talk to ma..)
itz not a bad thing though.. humans muz adapt to da environment to live better..

well.. a gathering like dat is quite fun man.. it reli brings back all da good memories when we was in form 6.. all da nice things... fun things.. n even some crazy things..
if got chance mayb i'll post up some incident dat happened gua..

p/s: kin wai.. when u read dis dun angry lo.. i tot u noe bout dis gathering de.. anyway.. i heard dat u went penang... so itz not my fault ar... =P
sam.. i tot of telling ur luv story in form 6 wan.. can ma??? haha..

change?? neh..

Things do not change; we change.
Henry David Thoreau

today juz went b to tetra to hav a taste of murtabak chicken there.. it hav been quite a while since i have ate after i got in ukm.. still tastes good as ever.. but my fren said dat da food hav gotten worse..
he said dat mayb there is a diff boss.. d other guy said dat da afternoon shift n da nite shift taste diff... anyway, their conclusion is dat da taste has changed...
but i wonder.. was it da food or is it their preference has changed... haha..
mayb i'm da one who's unable to change afterall...

p/s: tetra is a indian restaurant at Bukit Tinggi.. if interested to go can ask me o sam.. =D

wat is happening??

crap crap crap....
wat da heck is happening today???

1st i can follow my family to zoo negara due to some v stupid reason..
den when i was enjoying my time on reading novel on9.. den something has to happen.. da line works perfectly.. but i cant get in da webpage which i was juz surfing a minute ago.. >_<

ok.. datz fine oso to me.. i tot to hav a rest by joining GG client to hav a game of dota.. but dis time.. da stupid server hav to create prob to me n making my pc restart... crap..

hav i done anything bad today?? oh well.. i better go b to my room n take a nap la.. hope evything goes b to normal when i wake up later..

grandma..

hmm.. how was it like when u cant c anything at all... all u can do is juz listen to da surrounding n feel wat u touch.. wat comes to ur sight is juz darkness.. nothing.. absolutely nothing..

well.. datz wat my grandma hav to been thru now.. she had some sort of eye disease n itz taking her eyesight for now..(my parents r bringing her to take a surgery to restore her eyesight.. hope it'll b success..)

my grandma told me dat one of her fren oso having da similar prob but hers' is more serious in da sense dat even surgery oso wouldnt help.. n recently her fren has passed away... she said dat b4 dis incident dat her fren was activ..(at a high age of 88).. n now she juz gone like dat.. wifout any sign.. i wonder if da lost of eyesight has been da cause of these... o itz juz dat da time has come to an end for her..

i wonder if there'll come a time in which i'll experience da same prob.. even so, will i b able to endure da same thing as my grandma does?? oh.. grandma... be tough ya..

p/s: i dun think my grandma gonna noe bout dis anyway.. haha.. she doesnt noe english at all..
its her 90th bday not long ago.. happy bday grandma!!

date:dec 8 2007
time:8.30pm
place:a residential hse at klang
event:

normally at dis period of time... i'm suppose to do wat i usually did da most-->> online n surfing da net.. reading novel.. playing d.o.t.a.(defense of the ancient)..
but instead i'm now lying on my bed doing nothing.. (coz i fell sick ad.. >_<)

well.. dis is actually not a bad thing coz i hav been wishing myself to get sick once a while.. no particular reason though.. juz wanna feel wat itz like to b sick..(i'm mentally sick, wahaha..)

when i was lying on da bed.. i tot i was gonna pass out fast.. but it seems dat da goddess of dream still haven accepted me as a member of da dream world yet..
den my mind starts flying around...(dis is wat u call as think too much.. haha.. i inherited dis frm my father..)

wat pops up in my mind is my father.. dis few day he hav been mumbling bout his work being v unsuccessful.. actually itz juz a small construction work for a bangalow only.. one week of work n it'll be done.. but something had to went wrg n cause lotz n lotz of trouble to my father.. my father told me dat dis gonna make him loss quite a lot of money.. around da same amount of how much he would earn if da work is success..(dis means my father is gonna do free work for them.. T_T)
n he isnt looking too well too.. when i ask mum bout it.. she say dat he is not able to slp dis few day.. well i mean who would if something like dat happens.. (curse da guy who make up all dis trouble..)

den wat come after is thinking bout myself now.. when i gonna grow up n start working?? if i hav work.. den my father wouldnt hav to face dis kind of prob anymore.. it reli hurts me when i saw my fren's dad is oredi retired n having a relaxing time while my father still hav to worry bout da family.. n so i answer myself..i'll graduate as soon as possible.. n den start working so dat my father would get a rest.. (but is dat a good ans?? i doubt it.. considering my laziness.. itz reli a prob for me to get a job..)

after thinking bout da job.. i came to tot of da salary.. den.. den.... (my mindset has got stuck in an endless cycle of thinking now..itz like a computer progrmam which got a bug..)

when i was back to myself.. itz oredi morning.. oo.. hungry now.. going out breakfast ad.. da prob i'll hav to think later.. dat is if i still remember lo..

endtime:10.00am(9th dec 2007)