release frm PaiN

yeah.. today me finally finish my midsem.. OFFICIALLY

actually me oredi giv myself a unofficial finish halfway during the exam lo.. coz there's nothing much i can do since the lecturer giving the wrg tips n oso coming out questions nvr being heard
(i think he just took it frm the net or somewhere)

now i can slp soundly d.. n tml is the time to go hav abit of entertainment lo.. hehe
(钱不够用2) den after that have to rush to the 园游会 at kajang at nite..

cant wait for tml.. now get back to slp 1st.. tired..

relaxing moment b4 facing da storm

now it's raining outside.. da atmosphere so nice to slp..














oh my god... tml got quiz.. i cant slp now.. wat to do??














erm.. eating da Baskin Robbin which i bought one day b4 da national day seems nice..

phew.. eating ice cream during da rainy day is reli soothing.. i reli enjoy dis kind of luxury.. now must go b to my preparation for quiz tomorrow.. haha

chg? pls..

for ur information, da so called "new" H@n W31 is having a so called "new" life n is quite enjoying it right now.. n if u ask watz new.. well i tell u: nothing's chg except dat new H@n W31(which is me) hav a little bit of interest in noe-ing wat is being teached by da lecturers for da past 3 months.. but now he oni hav a little prob.. dat is he will pay attention on wat da lecturers teaching n nvr skip a clss wifout a reason anymore..but how bout da things in da last 3 months le..

well, dat is wat happening to me right now.. if u ask y i would hav such chgs at dis moment.. i can oni tell u dat da midsem result i got last few week ago has reli giv a hard slap on da face.. i'm da lowest among da chinese in my course.. well.. i reli ask myself.. hav i been dreaming o wat.. down n depressed.. >_< luckily.. i got fren who help me out of dis dilemma.. thz to dis fren.. i realise dat it is my way of treating dis uni life hav been wrg.. da heart which has sworn to seek da knowledge is lost during all dis time.. hope dat dis new chgs is gonna help me till d end la..


p/s: i stil din dare to tell my parents abt da result.. too shameful to tell... ohya, i oso muz say dat i din copy for my midsem lo.. if not my result wont b dis bad.. itz not a reason for me to push away my fault la.. itz a fact..

grandma..

hmm.. how was it like when u cant c anything at all... all u can do is juz listen to da surrounding n feel wat u touch.. wat comes to ur sight is juz darkness.. nothing.. absolutely nothing..

well.. datz wat my grandma hav to been thru now.. she had some sort of eye disease n itz taking her eyesight for now..(my parents r bringing her to take a surgery to restore her eyesight.. hope it'll b success..)

my grandma told me dat one of her fren oso having da similar prob but hers' is more serious in da sense dat even surgery oso wouldnt help.. n recently her fren has passed away... she said dat b4 dis incident dat her fren was activ..(at a high age of 88).. n now she juz gone like dat.. wifout any sign.. i wonder if da lost of eyesight has been da cause of these... o itz juz dat da time has come to an end for her..

i wonder if there'll come a time in which i'll experience da same prob.. even so, will i b able to endure da same thing as my grandma does?? oh.. grandma... be tough ya..

p/s: i dun think my grandma gonna noe bout dis anyway.. haha.. she doesnt noe english at all..
its her 90th bday not long ago.. happy bday grandma!!